Chapter 6: The Collapse 2.0
Unsure about what I was getting myself into, I was longing for change. I’d never felt like this before…I was scared, sad and alone.. alone in a room full of people. After some thinking, I agreed with B.V. to meet at my place and tell me all about this medication he was using. For me, the most important thing was being able to sleep and even though I knew I had to face my issues and problems, some other ways are just a bit easier and faster. *Ding Dong* It was around 9pm when B.V. arrived at my place. We sat down on my couch and chit chatted about different things. We also talked about the first time we met at the party. What an amazing party that was. B.V. smiled and said: They are usually like that and that's why I like it so much. “You know Daniël..everyone is so free the moment they enter the party. Free to be who they really want to be in this chaotic life”. I nodded my head as I actually agreed with what he was saying. After a while, the silence was getting louder in t...